Help! I want the world!

If any of you have been redoing a room or looking up new diy projects, you may have done what I always do and fall into a Pinterest depression. 

The Pinterest depression occurs when there is so much inspiration but you are stuck where you lack the money, time, or creativity to possibly tackle any of it ever, like forever, never ever going to do any of this but I will pin it anyways, kind of funk. 

Believe it or not, lovelies, I am in one of those funks! The pressure of redoing a room is so overwhelming when you hold so many ideas for such a small space. Although, you may be able to blame the Property Brothers and their flawless finishes for making me so uptight with perfection. I need perfection.

It's not that I don't feel I can reach perfection, because I can, but I'm afraid I can not pick a starting point. Do I want something warm, fresh, open or cozy? Should my accents be white or dark brown? Maybe even black? I know this will pin me as a child to many of you but getting my own room after nineteen years of holding back in my expression is so liberating and scary. Freedom is overwhelming but it's exactly what I need to become who I am. 

I plan on taking you all along on my journey full of hacks for the poor young adult with such a low paying job that she can't even fund her own blog! (Donate please?) I will find my balance and I hope to help you all out too!